Written By: DiveThru Team
Reviewed By: Natalie Asayag MSW, LCSW
Written By: DiveThru Team
Reviewed By: Natalie Asayag MSW, LCSW
If you’re stuck wondering ‘what is codependency’ and ‘how do I know if it’s happening to me,’ we’re here to give you alllll of the answers. Have you heard of the term codependent before? You seem like a brilliant human so we’re going to assume yes! Typically, this word is used to describe a person or relationship that comes off as kinda ‘needy.’
For example, if you think one of your best friends is in a codependent relationship, you might feel like they neverrrrr wanna hang out unless their partner tags along too. It’s like they’re glued at the hip or something. And when you DO meet up, they just text their partner the entire time instead of, ya know, actually hanging out with you. It’s like their relationship is all they care about!
Even though we all have (at least) one of these couples in our social circles, actual codependency goes a lot deeper than coming off as super clingy! Let’s dive thru it.
First, let’s mention what codependency is NOT, because that’s also important. Wanting to be there for a friend or family member and helping them out because they’re struggling? Not codependency. Enjoying someone’s presence sooooo much that saying goodbye makes you feel super sad? Still not codependency. Making the occasional sacrifice for your relationships? You guessed it, NOT codependency!
Okayyy…so what exactly is codependency, then?! This term can be confusing since it’s misused a lot but think of it as constantly giving too much to another person — so much that it becomes really, reallyyy unhealthy for both of you.
Codependency is all about prioritizing the needs of someone else over your own, which often also means neglecting your needs altogether. You might feel responsible for the emotions and behaviours of this person, so you’re always trying to please them to avoid making them upset. Heck, your mood might totally depend on how this person feels and behaves! It’s like you can’t be happy until they are.
Codependency can make you lose your sense of self. Your whole identity and self-worth are tied up in your relationship with another person.
Codependence is thought to be developed early in a person’s life, particularly in family environments with dysfunctional dynamics. Once someone is stuck in this cycle, it can leave them feeling emotionally and mentally drained. Until someone with codependent habits starts to recognize the red flags and work through them, it can negatively impact their mental wellbeing in a big way!
Spotting the red flags of codependency can be really hard, especially for someone who has developed a pattern of these behaviours. Buuut patterns can be broken! The first step is noticing the warning signs so that you can address them head-on. Here are the top signs but there are many others to look for as well:
That’s…a lot to take in, isn’t it? But codependency IS a lot for a person to deal with.
If you grew up in a dysfunctional family with parents who weren’t the most dependable, you likely had to fill their grown-up roles, like making dinner and getting your younger siblings ready for school.
Since you had to pick up all of your parents’ slack, you felt overwhelmed. You were so busy taking care of everyone else, it became part of your identity. You were the strong, dependant one who everyone relied on. If you stopped looking after everyone, then everything would just fall apart. Everyone needed you to survive. So, the pattern of learned codependency begins.
Maybe later in life, you’ve unconsciously gravitated towards relationships where you could still fit that caregiver role. It’s how you see yourself: the nurturer who everyyyone depends on. Without putting someone else’s needs above your own, you wouldn’t know what to do with yourself. It would be like stripping away your identity and self-worth.
So instead, you tend to find best friends who are always in crisis mode and need a ton of emotional support. Your romantic partners are usually detached, emotionally unavailable, with a complicated past, currently fighting addiction and substance use disorders, or potentially dealing with untreated mental illness. As a codependent, you’re convinced that you can fix your partner. If they’re unhappy, then you can’t be either. The cycle continues!
Sound familiar? If these warning signs sound like your current situation, don’t be too hard on yourself! Again, learned behaviours can be unlearned. We know it’s not easy, but we believe in you 100 percent!
Unlearning those patterns and behaviours takes time, a LOT of self-reflection and self-work. Here are 8 ways you can start to break away from codependency!
We also wanna mention that speaking to a therapist is always a good idea. Sometimes overcoming codependency can be difficult to do on your own, so never feel ashamed to reach out for help!
The first step to overcoming any problem is admitting to yourself there’s a problem. This isn’t always easy, we know! If you’ve been stuck in a codependent relationship for quite some time, it might feel normal to you at this point. Buuut deep down, you probably know something is wrong and needs to change.
Reflect on the past and ask yourself when your pattern of codependency started. Was it growing up? Was there a traumatic relationship you dealt with in your past? Which relationships do you notice similar warning signs? It’s important to gain some clarity here, but it can also be very emotional to explore. Working through this process is probably best with therapy. You don’t have to deal with these overwhelming thoughts and feelings alone!
This is probably gonna be a harddddd one, but one of the next things you can do to break out of codependency is to get some space from the other person. This doesn’t mean your relationship is over. It also doesn’t mean you can’t ever have a healthy relationship! In fact, having some distance and time apart is super healthy in relationships.
If you have become used to relying on this person and have lost your sense of self as a result, taking a step back from the relationship might feel like the end of the world, but we promise it’s not. You need to learn who you are by spending time alone. Even though it can be scary, it’s totally worth it! ‘Cause, you’re pretty awesome.
If you’ve been putting other people’s needs above your own since, like, forever — now’s the time to be selfish. Learn more about what you like, your interests, and your passions. Start putting more time and energy into things that make YOU happy.
Going off the last point, getting some space is a great time to become independent and form your own identity. Maybe your self-worth has been defined by how much others need you, but this clearly isn’t healthy. Instead, take the time to just live your life how you want. Join a book club, learn an instrument, or take up crochet. Go for walks by yourself, or treat yourself to lunch at your favourite cafe. Don’t forget that your schedule is entirely up to you!
Boundaries are limits. We set limits with things that make us uncomfortable or unhappy. If you’re struggling with codependency, there’s a good chance that you may not have effective boundaries in place with the people in your life. You’ve been putting their comfort and needs above your own, which has probably been so emotionally draining for you.
You’ve gotta start living for yourself, and that includes setting some firm boundaries. Can it be nerve-wracking? Maybe at first, but once you get the hang out of it, we promise it’s NBD. Here are a few simple ways you can create healthy boundaries and combat codependency:
If most of your relationships have been codependent or unhealthy, you might have a hard time recognizing what a healthy relationship looks like. But guess what? You can always learn! Talk about examples of healthy relationships in therapy. Ask other people in happy relationships about their experiences. Fire up the Google machine and go down the rabbit hole of how to build strong, healthy relationships.
There’s a lot of useful info out there, so why not learn from some of the best? This is a great step in understanding how codependency has affected all of your past relationships, and what you can do moving forward!
It’s safe to say that if you’ve been dealing with codependency for a while now, you might also battle with low self-esteem and self-worth. We just wanna say that first of all, you matter. Your thoughts and feelings are always valid. So please, be kind to yourself!
It’s a common cycle that so many other people are also struggling with, so you’re not alone. Try showing yourself compassion and even give yourself words of encouragement. You’re gonna get through this and kick codependency’s ass!
Ya wanna know how to REALLY be kind to yourself? By practicing self-care! Putting all of your time and energy into a codependent relationship can drain you mentally and emotionally. Now is the time to show care to priority #1: you. Grab your journal and write about how you’re feeling (we love journaling here at DiveThru!), water your plants, enjoy a nice bath with your favourite scented candles and bath bombs!
There’s no wrong way to practice self-care, as long as it makes you feel happy and at peace. So try incorporating little bits of self-care into every day, not just special occasions! Your mental health will thank you.
You might be used to solving everyone else’s problems, so we get it. It’s hard for you to ask for help. But guess what? You need it sometimes! And that’s okay! Everyone could use a lil’ support now and then, so don’t be ashamed or feel guilty for admitting that you can’t do everything on your own. That’s just called being a human being. If you need someone to talk to, reach out to a person you can trust. You. are. not. alone.
Codependency can be hard to overcome, but staying in a codependent relationship is even harder in the long run (on your mental health!). We know you can get through this and fully support how you feel right now. Hopefully, these tips have given you a great starting point! You’ve got this.